urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666 under construction under construction 2005-12-13T03:38:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:125473 2005-12-13T03:38:08Z 2005-12-13T03:38:08Z did photo shoots all weekend, and they kicked ass.<br /><br />well, at least sunday's did FOR SURE.<br /><br />go to www.nicholasburke.com and click on studio work, and the first pic with the red background is what we did yesterday.<br /><br />lemme know whatcha think!!!<br /><br />----<br /><br />on the job hunting, well i've got tons of prospects for make up, so thats awesome. some future job offers, but nothing at the moment, which is cool with me. <br /><br />i can't wait to be doing this and affording to do it, without having to work some shit job!! yay!!!<br /><br />wooo hooo.<br /><br />tell me how you all have been!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:125291 2005-12-07T02:38:02Z 2005-12-07T02:38:02Z job hunting. job hunting like craaaazy!!!<br /><br />feels weird not to have a job. what can ya do?<br /><br />workin on getting some photoshoots lined up as well. should be great. <br /><br />people are good. friends are amazing.<br /><br />no men to speak of. and i wouldnt want it any other way at the moment.<br /><br />i have no list for santa.<br /><br />this season doesnt bother me too much, we'll see when it gets to be xmas day.<br /><br />hope everyone is amazing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:124952 2005-12-01T03:20:11Z 2005-12-01T03:20:11Z oops.<br /><br />i totally forgot about lj. aha. silly me.<br /><br />i'll write another time.<br /><br />me.<br /><br />hope everyone is well.<br /><br />seasons greetings. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:124826 2005-11-03T20:30:18Z 2005-11-03T20:30:18Z i quit smoking! yay!<br /><br />i stopped drinkin coffee as well.<br /><br />wicked wicked withdrawl migraine. but my body is healing itself. yeppers.<br /><br />this weekend, i am putting my apartment back together and i am going to fill my house with food and goodness for my program!!<br /><br />i will HOPEFULLY be exercising more, especially when i want to smoke. a little pilates and some walks, and then back to the gym once my bones realign. <br /><br />give me a week or so doing this, and i will emotionally and physically feel 100% better and i will be on my way to getting a new job or two and doing my thing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:124588 2005-10-31T20:09:55Z 2005-10-31T20:09:55Z it's halloween. happy. happy.<br /><br />so the dude from ages ago, read a brief email i sent him and i got a confirmation. now lets see if he contacts me or not. dun dun dun. whatever. its not up to me anymore. <br /><br />haven't celebrated my holiday yet. but tonight i will do something festive. <br /><br />sleepy. <br /><br />reading and reflecting a lot lately. seems to be helping. yea.<br /><br />lots to do this week, getting things in order. DUCKS IN A ROW. quack. quack. <br /><br />have a spooky halloween! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:124388 2005-10-23T07:50:29Z 2005-10-23T07:50:29Z i think i'm changing my idea that october is my favorite month. <br />the last two have sucked more than i care to think about. <br />i haven't written, or talked to many people this week.<br />so yea, my job is done. for sure. no more talk. it has been done this week.<br /><br />my father broke my heart today and said things to me i will never say to my children. <br />i have been crushed, by my dad. <br />and it hurts more than anything. <br /><br />i have grain moths in my apartment, from a pack of rice, and i'm not infested, but they are annoying as fuck, and i have been bleaching my entire place all week to try and get rid of them. <br />it's really just icing on the cake. <br />i had to throw every piece of food out, and i still think i have to get a bug person in to spray to make sure they are gone. <br />ugh. <br />apparently, its super common, but still. <br />yuk. <br /><br />my mom is getting better. <br />so at least thats good news. <br />she's doing well. <br />she's worried about me.<br />i'm worried about me.<br /><br />i can't stop crying. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:124018 2005-10-19T16:59:14Z 2005-10-19T16:59:14Z man, i surely missed lotsa entries from everyone.<br /><br />hello to my friends.<br /><br />sorry i have been absent.<br /><br />busy, busy... and stressed and exhausted still.<br /><br />i should get a handle on things this week and then i can move forward again.<br /><br />mom is better, sorta.... she will heal eventually.<br /><br />i am going to find a new job. for sure this time. <br /><br />i still haven't dealt with my brother, but he manages to continuously tick me off. jackass.<br /><br />and yea. thats about all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:123884 2005-10-14T18:15:23Z 2005-10-14T18:15:23Z this has been the longest week ever.<br /><br />i am an emotional mess, i have been taking care of my mom since saturday night. i sat alone at the hospital on thanksgiving while she was in surgery. nice fucking family i have. i have been cooking, cleaning, dressing my mom all week. giving her meds, and taking her back and forth to wherever she wants to go, including the doctors. <br /><br />i haven't done anything for myself, including sleep. i'm working on like 14 hours of sleep since saturday. <br /><br />i can't hardly think properly, and i am so fucking mad at my brother - but i'm too tired to deal with him.<br /><br />my mom is doing much better, so i am finally back at work today and then i'll be going back out there to take care of her so more. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:123433 2005-10-09T03:12:40Z 2005-10-09T03:12:40Z i'm actually posting DURING a hockey game.<br /><br />yea. whats goin on eh??? hahaha. we are playing edmonton (BOOOOO to edmonton!!!)<br /><br />so my mom broke AND dislocated her finger today. she's at the hospital. i have to go meet her at home (my uncle is with her) and then take her back there in the morning for surgery. i will not be able to go to my gramma's for dinner tomorrow because i will be taking care of my mom as she will be drugged up and sore.<br /><br />so thankful that it was only her finger.<br /><br />and yea, i can't really pay attention to the game, my mind is slightly all over the map. <br /><br />yep. <br /><br />i solved a little moth mystery tonight in my place. feels better. hehe. those little fuckers. done and done. <br /><br />all i wanna hear tonight is ****GREAT SAAAAAAAAAAVE CLOUTIER!!!!****<br /><br />that would make me feel better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:123216 2005-10-04T19:28:04Z 2005-10-04T19:28:04Z i had this whole post pretty much done, then i got a phone call. life is way too short. this is fucking crazy.....<br /><br />-------<br /><br />i wrote the letter to mr. firstlove... i think its good. we'll see when it gets sent.<br /><br />-------<br /><br />please go tell everyone you care about, that you love them. it's important. life is too short, and you should say it.<br /><br />that's all i got today guys.<br /><br />me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:123004 2005-10-03T02:07:53Z 2005-10-03T02:07:53Z i need to get another job.<br /><br />so that means i actually have to get my hair cut. ha. and the color fixed.<br /><br />i need to apply somewhere that : <br />1. doesnt have any latex/rubber produts <br />2. is okay with someone with piercings and a visible tattoo that cant be covered ALL of the time <br />3. that allows me to work evenings and weekends <br />4. is at least somewhat fun <br /><br />if you guys have some ideas, that would be awesome. i am applying at some specific make up related places, although i'm terrified of them saying i suck... i know i dont, but yea. anyways...<br /><br />any suggestions would be wicked. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:122765 2005-10-02T01:11:42Z 2005-10-02T01:11:42Z the weirdness of my week is finally catching up with me.<br /><br />the first love thing... well... yea... we'll see how it goes. action taken. why cant i think first? or be objective? arg.<br /><br />anyways, <br /><br />its a night.<br /><br />to reflect.<br /><br />cleanse.<br /><br />meditate.<br /><br />be.<br /><br />forget.<br /><br />yea. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:122596 2005-09-29T22:48:20Z 2005-09-29T22:48:20Z can't stop smiling. <br /><br />and there really is no specifc reason.<br /><br />yay! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:122247 2005-09-28T21:09:19Z 2005-09-28T21:09:19Z inspiration is everywhere!!<br /><br />there are soooo many people i wanna paint.... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. <br />linds <br />kyle <br />chad&me <br />my grandparents x 2<br />stephen<br />colby<br />charles<br />danny<br />bert&nazzy<br />jef<br /><br /><br />so great. SO GREAT.<br /><br />our boys are stinkin up gm place. wtf? get on it guys. C'MON NOW.<br /><br />getting a library card, finally. productive. and free. how great are free books!!!<br /><br />got a new book yesterday. so far, so excellente.<br /><br />things are on the up and up! yay!!! not like they've been down. <br /><br />my life is awesome. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:121869 2005-09-27T20:25:29Z 2005-09-27T20:25:29Z this week is full of surprises.<br /><br />i wouldn't say all of them good... but i have such a positive mind frame, i am happy with all of them.<br /><br />and its only tuesday!<br /><br />its gonna get even more interesting as the days go on..<br /><br />hehe. <br /><br />funny. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:121632 2005-09-26T21:44:09Z 2005-09-26T21:44:09Z longest monday ever.<br /><br />what a crazy day.<br /><br />i'll tell you all about it another day, because i'm too tired to write out this nutso story. but its a fucking intense little story.<br /><br />yea.<br /><br />happy times tho. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:121415 2005-09-24T20:34:06Z 2005-09-24T20:34:06Z life is good.<br /><br />i must say.<br /><br />i started doing "the artist's way"... just felt like it. so each morning, you are supposed to do these morning pages. which is writing anything for 3 full pages. now, i tried to do it before, and it was super hard. this time, i almost want it to be 4 pages of rambling. because really its all im doing. but im letting so much useless stuff out, that i am more relaxed to do the rest of the stuff in my life. i guess thats the point. hehe. <br /><br />anyways, so im happy to be starting it. and i didnt cost me a dime. <br /><br />still thinkin about make up lately. i wanna do a shoot or something. maybe i will do some this fall.<br /><br />today is a beautiful day. i went to the beach and hung out for a bit, just myself with a coffee and a pen and paper.<br />so kick ass.<br /><br />i think im gonna hang out with a friend tomorrow that i havent seen in a while. we are gonna go to the women's expo. should be kinda neat. yep.<br /><br />and yea, im gonna sketch, or write more or something this afternoon. do my thing. hang out. be.<br /><br />life is good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:121331 2005-09-20T23:02:13Z 2005-09-20T23:02:13Z <h1>LJ Interests meme results</h1><br /><ol><br /><li><b> beaches</b>:<br>i love the beach. when its isolated. or in a tropical place. like the bahamas. the sand, the sun, and the water. it reminds that nature is so much bigger than me, and it makes me feel super small when all my shit feels so big. </li><li><b> bubblebaths</b>:<br>the perfect way to relax and chill. i miss my old tub at my dads. i think jacuzzi size should be the regular standard. what adult really wants to sit in a tub when it doesnt even cover their chest? lame.</li><li><b> dan cloutier</b>:<br>my danny. my lovely danny. we all know he's my favorite canuck! i can't say enough great things about this man..... im a geek. hehe. sigh. </li><li><b> film industry</b>:<br>this is where i thought i wanted to have my career. now i am not so sure. things about it i love and hate. i guess the wind will blow me where its supposed to and i'll figure it out.</li><li><b> goldfish</b>:<br>i love goldfish. they are serene and make me smile and laugh. my first one was named jaws. he died quite young. but he was a fighter. one day, i will have jaws 2. cuz really, whats a better name for a cute little plump goldfish?</li><li><b> make up</b>:<br>what i thought i was gonna do. how cool to paint on someone's face and body. the business side is fucking retarded. who knows if i will go back to it or not....</li><li><b> obsessive cleaning</b>:<br>something i do while stressed. i learned this from my mother, who does the same thing. she never let us have a house that looked lived in. i'd like to think i have a balance between the two. yet, when i really need to clean i obsess. woo. </li><li><b> punks</b>:<br>hot as hell. tattoos, piercings, real punk music... sooooooo freakin hot. such a weaknes... yea.</li><li><b> sex</b>:<br>an interest as its something i study in my spare time (not by doing), i love sex education, its a major part of human behaviour so naturally i am fascinated by it.</li><li><b> special f/x make up</b>:<br>this is why i went to make up school. then i almost died because i got anaphalactic shock from latex and they took me to the hospital in an ambulance. horrible experience, and my life obviously will never be the same. i can't think about fx without thinking about my allergy and then how it changed everything.... </li><br /></ol><br /><p>Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.</p><br /><form method="post" action="http://www.memento-mori.ca/cgi-bin/lj-int-quiz.pl" enctype="application/x-www-form-urlencoded"><br /><p><input name="user" size="20" maxlength="40" type="text"> <input name="submit" value="submit" type="submit"></p><input name="mode" value="intlist" type="hidden"></form> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:120957 2005-09-20T18:53:46Z 2005-09-20T18:53:46Z this guy who works in my office went and played golf with the Canucks yesterday. When he called in to tell me he wasnt gonna be there I was telling him how lucky he is... <br /><br />so today i come in, and he tells me he got me a bunch of autographs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />danny wasnt there cuz he was sick, but i got NAZZY, BERT, DANIEL SEDIN, KIRK MCLEAN AND ORLAND KURTENBACK. <br /><br />HOLY FUCK EH?<br /><br />they all say "to angela, love... " how fucking cool are they?<br /><br />and he was telling me little stories about them talking while they signed the program. apparently kirk mclean told him to tell me he's a much better goalie than danny. awwww. i agree, but danny is my #1.<br /><br />isn't that the shit!?!?!<br /><br />SO EXCITED. SO HAPPY. it gets framed today. excellent. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:120619 2005-09-19T19:53:30Z 2005-09-19T19:53:30Z my foot hurts today. maybe i need those insoles that are custom to my little feetsies. shit. those are expensive!!<br /><br />GREAT WEEKEND. kick ass weekend!<br /><br />saw the boys play their inter squad game yesterday... ahhhh... my boys. my lovely lovely boys. yay!<br /><br />now im even more EXCITED if thats possible, about the season.<br /><br />woot.<br /><br />---<br /><br />you guys are awesome for responding to my last entry. i will see what i can do about trying to get a hold of him... i DONT have anything to lose... so mine as well. i can't stop thinking about it. but thats okay. hopefully i'll find the right words. i'll keep you all posted if anything happens. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:120322 2005-09-15T19:44:50Z 2005-09-15T19:44:50Z okay, only "evilyn" comments on my journal.. bless your heart btw...<br /><br />but i have a hypothetical question for you ALL. and i want an answer. whatever it may be.<br /><br /><br /><br />f you had a highschool first love and all that shit, would you try to contact them now? if you saw them about 4 years ago and tried to forget, but couldnt, and when you saw them there were lots of "i miss yous"?<br /><br /><br />???<br /><br />answer. okay? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:120239 2005-09-14T17:46:23Z 2005-09-14T17:46:23Z today so far, is excellent.<br /><br />looked up the stanley park ghost train... SO EXCITED!!! yay for october! yay for halloween! yay for fall!!!<br /><br />the best season.... happy happy girl! woot!<br /><br />i love it. i love it.<br /><br />my weekend will be full of awesomeness!!<br /><br />thursday: errands, domestic crap, art, clothes, etc <br />friday: sex toy party with awesome girl friends ;)<br />saturday: lung's photo exhibit and who knows...<br />sunday: art, all day, all night<br /><br />xoxo, me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:119898 2005-09-12T19:41:04Z 2005-09-12T19:41:04Z payday is almost here.........<br /><br />i hate having no money. especially when i got all these ideas for art projects!!<br /><br />my friends seem to be a lot of my inspiration lately.<br /><br />and i've been wanting to use chalk pastels instead of acrylics. <br /><br />thats gonna be expensive to fund. yep.<br /><br />but worth it. there is more control, or so i find.<br /><br />can't wait to get started.<br /><br />can't fucking wait.<br /><br />---<br /><br />came to a conclusion on that friend issue. happy he was such a deadbeat that it was easy for me. loser.<br /><br />happy i dont care about the ex anymore either.<br /><br />yay!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:119806 2005-09-10T18:40:35Z 2005-09-10T18:40:35Z ate kick ass korean food. sooooo damn good. yummy. new favorite.<br />hung out with awesome people. <br />went to the buffalo club, had a really great time.<br />there is a guy who works there with a mohawk, and seriously, i wanted to jump him.<br />holy fuck he was beautiful. *sigh* yea yea.<br />soooo many HOT men there last night.<br />going again. yes. fuck yea.<br /><br />happy saturday. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ange666:119455 2005-09-08T18:48:14Z 2005-09-08T18:48:14Z my couch comes today. <br /><br />im gonna have a chatty-poo with my friend tonight. it will be fine, i just haven't found the right words yet.<br /><br />hopefully i can get the rest of place organized this weekend.<br /><br />i can't wait until payday to get some canvases and get going!!!!<br /><br />my bro can do up a simple website and there we go. <br /><br />my sketches are kinda impressive this week. my brain and hands are coming up with some rad shit. go me.