| yay!!! |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|07:36 pm] |
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did photo shoots all weekend, and they kicked ass.
well, at least sunday's did FOR SURE.
go to www.nicholasburke.com and click on studio work, and the first pic with the red background is what we did yesterday.
lemme know whatcha think!!!
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on the job hunting, well i've got tons of prospects for make up, so thats awesome. some future job offers, but nothing at the moment, which is cool with me.
i can't wait to be doing this and affording to do it, without having to work some shit job!! yay!!!
wooo hooo.
tell me how you all have been!! |
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| ooooh yea. |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|06:35 pm] |
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job hunting. job hunting like craaaazy!!!
feels weird not to have a job. what can ya do?
workin on getting some photoshoots lined up as well. should be great.
people are good. friends are amazing.
no men to speak of. and i wouldnt want it any other way at the moment.
i have no list for santa.
this season doesnt bother me too much, we'll see when it gets to be xmas day.
hope everyone is amazing. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2005|07:18 pm] |
oops.
i totally forgot about lj. aha. silly me.
i'll write another time.
me.
hope everyone is well.
seasons greetings. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2005|11:55 am] |
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i quit smoking! yay!
i stopped drinkin coffee as well.
wicked wicked withdrawl migraine. but my body is healing itself. yeppers.
this weekend, i am putting my apartment back together and i am going to fill my house with food and goodness for my program!!
i will HOPEFULLY be exercising more, especially when i want to smoke. a little pilates and some walks, and then back to the gym once my bones realign.
give me a week or so doing this, and i will emotionally and physically feel 100% better and i will be on my way to getting a new job or two and doing my thing. |
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| happy halloween. |
[Oct. 31st, 2005|12:07 pm] |
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| |  curious | ] |
it's halloween. happy. happy.
so the dude from ages ago, read a brief email i sent him and i got a confirmation. now lets see if he contacts me or not. dun dun dun. whatever. its not up to me anymore.
haven't celebrated my holiday yet. but tonight i will do something festive.
sleepy.
reading and reflecting a lot lately. seems to be helping. yea.
lots to do this week, getting things in order. DUCKS IN A ROW. quack. quack.
have a spooky halloween! |
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| the month from hell. |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|12:29 am] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
i think i'm changing my idea that october is my favorite month.
the last two have sucked more than i care to think about.
i haven't written, or talked to many people this week.
so yea, my job is done. for sure. no more talk. it has been done this week.
my father broke my heart today and said things to me i will never say to my children.
i have been crushed, by my dad.
and it hurts more than anything.
i have grain moths in my apartment, from a pack of rice, and i'm not infested, but they are annoying as fuck, and i have been bleaching my entire place all week to try and get rid of them.
it's really just icing on the cake.
i had to throw every piece of food out, and i still think i have to get a bug person in to spray to make sure they are gone.
ugh.
apparently, its super common, but still.
yuk.
my mom is getting better.
so at least thats good news.
she's doing well.
she's worried about me.
i'm worried about me.
i can't stop crying. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2005|09:54 am] |
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| |  blah | ] |
man, i surely missed lotsa entries from everyone.
hello to my friends.
sorry i have been absent.
busy, busy... and stressed and exhausted still.
i should get a handle on things this week and then i can move forward again.
mom is better, sorta.... she will heal eventually.
i am going to find a new job. for sure this time.
i still haven't dealt with my brother, but he manages to continuously tick me off. jackass.
and yea. thats about all. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2005|11:11 am] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
this has been the longest week ever.
i am an emotional mess, i have been taking care of my mom since saturday night. i sat alone at the hospital on thanksgiving while she was in surgery. nice fucking family i have. i have been cooking, cleaning, dressing my mom all week. giving her meds, and taking her back and forth to wherever she wants to go, including the doctors.
i haven't done anything for myself, including sleep. i'm working on like 14 hours of sleep since saturday.
i can't hardly think properly, and i am so fucking mad at my brother - but i'm too tired to deal with him.
my mom is doing much better, so i am finally back at work today and then i'll be going back out there to take care of her so more. |
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| can you believe it? |
[Oct. 8th, 2005|08:06 pm] |
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| |  worried | ] |
i'm actually posting DURING a hockey game.
yea. whats goin on eh??? hahaha. we are playing edmonton (BOOOOO to edmonton!!!)
so my mom broke AND dislocated her finger today. she's at the hospital. i have to go meet her at home (my uncle is with her) and then take her back there in the morning for surgery. i will not be able to go to my gramma's for dinner tomorrow because i will be taking care of my mom as she will be drugged up and sore.
so thankful that it was only her finger.
and yea, i can't really pay attention to the game, my mind is slightly all over the map.
yep.
i solved a little moth mystery tonight in my place. feels better. hehe. those little fuckers. done and done.
all i wanna hear tonight is ****GREAT SAAAAAAAAAAVE CLOUTIER!!!!****
that would make me feel better. |
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| my brain. it goes in circles. |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|11:57 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
i had this whole post pretty much done, then i got a phone call. life is way too short. this is fucking crazy.....
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i wrote the letter to mr. firstlove... i think its good. we'll see when it gets sent.
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please go tell everyone you care about, that you love them. it's important. life is too short, and you should say it.
that's all i got today guys.
me. |
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| alrighty. |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|07:02 pm] |
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| | gloomy | ] |
i need to get another job.
so that means i actually have to get my hair cut. ha. and the color fixed.
i need to apply somewhere that :
1. doesnt have any latex/rubber produts
2. is okay with someone with piercings and a visible tattoo that cant be covered ALL of the time
3. that allows me to work evenings and weekends
4. is at least somewhat fun
if you guys have some ideas, that would be awesome. i am applying at some specific make up related places, although i'm terrified of them saying i suck... i know i dont, but yea. anyways...
any suggestions would be wicked. |
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| i heart jack johnson |
[Oct. 1st, 2005|06:12 pm] |
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| |  weird | ] |
the weirdness of my week is finally catching up with me.
the first love thing... well... yea... we'll see how it goes. action taken. why cant i think first? or be objective? arg.
anyways,
its a night.
to reflect.
cleanse.
meditate.
be.
forget.
yea. :) |
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| yep... |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|03:47 pm] |
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| |  thankful | ] |
can't stop smiling.
and there really is no specifc reason.
yay! |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|02:03 pm] |
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| | artistic | ] |
inspiration is everywhere!!
there are soooo many people i wanna paint.... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
linds
kyle
chad&me
my grandparents x 2
stephen
colby
charles
danny
bert&nazzy
jef
so great. SO GREAT.
our boys are stinkin up gm place. wtf? get on it guys. C'MON NOW.
getting a library card, finally. productive. and free. how great are free books!!!
got a new book yesterday. so far, so excellente.
things are on the up and up! yay!!! not like they've been down.
my life is awesome. |
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| wow. |
[Sep. 27th, 2005|01:24 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
this week is full of surprises.
i wouldn't say all of them good... but i have such a positive mind frame, i am happy with all of them.
and its only tuesday!
its gonna get even more interesting as the days go on..
hehe.
funny. |
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| woah. |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|02:43 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] |
longest monday ever.
what a crazy day.
i'll tell you all about it another day, because i'm too tired to write out this nutso story. but its a fucking intense little story.
yea.
happy times tho. :) |
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| its fall!! yayayayyaya |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|01:28 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
life is good.
i must say.
i started doing "the artist's way"... just felt like it. so each morning, you are supposed to do these morning pages. which is writing anything for 3 full pages. now, i tried to do it before, and it was super hard. this time, i almost want it to be 4 pages of rambling. because really its all im doing. but im letting so much useless stuff out, that i am more relaxed to do the rest of the stuff in my life. i guess thats the point. hehe.
anyways, so im happy to be starting it. and i didnt cost me a dime.
still thinkin about make up lately. i wanna do a shoot or something. maybe i will do some this fall.
today is a beautiful day. i went to the beach and hung out for a bit, just myself with a coffee and a pen and paper.
so kick ass.
i think im gonna hang out with a friend tomorrow that i havent seen in a while. we are gonna go to the women's expo. should be kinda neat. yep.
and yea, im gonna sketch, or write more or something this afternoon. do my thing. hang out. be.
life is good. |
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| bored. |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|04:02 pm] |
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LJ Interests meme results
- beaches:
i love the beach. when its isolated. or in a tropical place. like the bahamas. the sand, the sun, and the water. it reminds that nature is so much bigger than me, and it makes me feel super small when all my shit feels so big. - bubblebaths:
the perfect way to relax and chill. i miss my old tub at my dads. i think jacuzzi size should be the regular standard. what adult really wants to sit in a tub when it doesnt even cover their chest? lame. - dan cloutier:
my danny. my lovely danny. we all know he's my favorite canuck! i can't say enough great things about this man..... im a geek. hehe. sigh. - film industry:
this is where i thought i wanted to have my career. now i am not so sure. things about it i love and hate. i guess the wind will blow me where its supposed to and i'll figure it out. - goldfish:
i love goldfish. they are serene and make me smile and laugh. my first one was named jaws. he died quite young. but he was a fighter. one day, i will have jaws 2. cuz really, whats a better name for a cute little plump goldfish? - make up:
what i thought i was gonna do. how cool to paint on someone's face and body. the business side is fucking retarded. who knows if i will go back to it or not.... - obsessive cleaning:
something i do while stressed. i learned this from my mother, who does the same thing. she never let us have a house that looked lived in. i'd like to think i have a balance between the two. yet, when i really need to clean i obsess. woo. - punks:
hot as hell. tattoos, piercings, real punk music... sooooooo freakin hot. such a weaknes... yea. - sex:
an interest as its something i study in my spare time (not by doing), i love sex education, its a major part of human behaviour so naturally i am fascinated by it. - special f/x make up:
this is why i went to make up school. then i almost died because i got anaphalactic shock from latex and they took me to the hospital in an ambulance. horrible experience, and my life obviously will never be the same. i can't think about fx without thinking about my allergy and then how it changed everything....
Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.
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| i love my boys! |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|11:50 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
this guy who works in my office went and played golf with the Canucks yesterday. When he called in to tell me he wasnt gonna be there I was telling him how lucky he is...
so today i come in, and he tells me he got me a bunch of autographs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
danny wasnt there cuz he was sick, but i got NAZZY, BERT, DANIEL SEDIN, KIRK MCLEAN AND ORLAND KURTENBACK.
HOLY FUCK EH?
they all say "to angela, love... " how fucking cool are they?
and he was telling me little stories about them talking while they signed the program. apparently kirk mclean told him to tell me he's a much better goalie than danny. awwww. i agree, but danny is my #1.
isn't that the shit!?!?!
SO EXCITED. SO HAPPY. it gets framed today. excellent. |
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| baby steps. |
[Sep. 19th, 2005|12:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
my foot hurts today. maybe i need those insoles that are custom to my little feetsies. shit. those are expensive!!
GREAT WEEKEND. kick ass weekend!
saw the boys play their inter squad game yesterday... ahhhh... my boys. my lovely lovely boys. yay!
now im even more EXCITED if thats possible, about the season.
woot.
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you guys are awesome for responding to my last entry. i will see what i can do about trying to get a hold of him... i DONT have anything to lose... so mine as well. i can't stop thinking about it. but thats okay. hopefully i'll find the right words. i'll keep you all posted if anything happens. |
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